December 17, 2012
Today I was going to post about some super cute wall letters that I made this week for Abigail’s room.
Scattered words and empty thoughts
seem to pour from my heart
I’ve never felt so torn before
seems I don’t know where to start
but it’s now that I feel Your grace falls like rain
from every fingertip, washing away my pain
I still believe in Your faithfulness
I still believe in Your truth
I still believe in Your holy word
even when I don’t see, I still believe
Though the questions still fog up my mind
with promises I still seem to bear
even when answers slowly unwind
it’s my heart I see You prepare
but its now that I feel Your grace fall like rain
from every finger tip, washing away my pain
The only place I can go is into your arms
where I throw to you my feeble prayers
in brokeness I can see that this was your will for me
Help me to know You are near
It always amazes me how certain things can speak to you at different times. I know it is because God’s word is alive and active in me, but I can think back as far as 10 years ago when first I listened to this song and remember that it meant something very different then than it means to me now.
This song spoke directly to my heart this morning. And I cried the entire way while driving to a birthday party. And the people at the stoplight next to me probably thought I was completely bonkers.
But that’s okay.
God did speak to my heart directly today, as He always is.
It still really, really, really hurts right now though.
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